I
                        grew up with five brothers and sisters in a trailer park
                        in Florida. We lived in a bus. My father
                        was a schoolteacher who taught neighbors to read and always
                        rooted for the underdog. My mother, who is very well-read,
                        worked in a local grocery store. They always encouraged
                        us to engage with larger issues, and all my siblings made
                        it to college. 
Before medical school I made
                        a trip to Haiti. Having grown up around migrant
                        farm workers, some of whom were Haitians and all of whom
                        were poor, I used to ask: 'What could possibly be so bad
                        about home that would make these workers travel so far
                        to work under such inhumane conditions?" Haiti was an incredible education
                        for me. It taught me about "structural violence"
                        and the impact on health. Structural violence might be
                        defined as a series of large-scale forces, ranging from
                        gender inequality and racism to poverty, which structure
                        unequal access to goods and services. Of course, such
                        violence makes people sick, and the sickness I saw in
                        Haiti was truly dreadful. Two years
                        later, in 1985, a group of friends and medical school
                        classmates began working with local people to build a
                        health clinic in Haiti's Central Plateau. It now
                        serves 35,000 patients a year, many of whom are landless
                        peasants. 
I've chosen to do most of
                        my work outside the United States, simply because I no longer
                        make many nationalistic distinctions. Many of my co-workers
                        agree: the only allegiance we have is to the poor, the
                        ignored, the victimized. It's
                        my privilege, when in the U.S., to work in the inner- city.
                        However, I feel more needed working in rural Haiti where--unlike in Boston--I know there is no one who
                        can take my place. In Haiti, people simply will go untreated
                        if I'm not available. 
In 1993, as a result of some
                        research and writings on the health consequences of
                        economic and political marginalization, I was awarded
                        a MacArthur Foundation grant of $220,000-no strings attached.
                        Aside from being pleasantly shocked (one cannot apply
                        for a MacArthur Fellowship--the entire grant process is
                        conducted in secrecy), my immediate reaction was, "It's
                        not my money." I knew the entire amount needed to
                        go to Partners In Health, the
                        organization we'd set up to administer our clinic work
                        in Haiti, Peru, Mexico, and Boston. Thanks to the MacArthur
                        grant, we were able to create the Institute for Health
                        and Social justice to broaden our work in Haiti. 
Friends and colleagues teased
                        me about not spending some of this money on myself. To
                        be sure, I'm no ascetic. But increasingly, I've come to
                        wonder how the accumulation of personal wealth can be
                        a morally sound endeavor in the face of such stark inequality.
                        
I've never made much of a
                        distinction between my life and my work, so it gave me
                        great pleasure to give this money to an institution that
                        will preferentially serve the poor and always try to side
                        with them. I've been told I'm the first MacArthur recipient
                        to give away the entire grant, which surprises me. More
                        than anything, I just feel like it's not my money. In
                        a world full of suffering, how can you horde the wealth
                        when someone right next to you needs it so much? 
- Paul Farmer
  
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